To Live Your Life to the Fullest

I remember my friend told me, "In our age now, we should have known what we want to be, like where we are going to be after we graduate, and what kind of job we take" 

I think about it seriously, and I still end up in confusion. I have many things I want to be. Sometimes I want to be a writer, a journalist. I want to work in creative industry. But I also want to continue my study. In my master study, I want to take teaching methodology, but I also want to take about young learner, and applied linguistics also. Ah, and I want to be a teacher too. I don't know which one should I choose. Ah, what a shame!

Then, I remember my other friend asked me, "When will you grow up?! " after having such silly chats about being ourselves. He asked me to go diet for my best and I asked him back, why can't I be fat and be free from people's comments. Then, we talked about people's expectation thingy and we had different perspective about it. Already, bro. I've already grown up. And I'm still growing. Hey, tell me about grow up things. If I don't live my life like common people in our age means I haven't grown up? If I choose not like what other people choose commonly means I'm retarded? If I think differently from common people means I'm stupid?

And I remember my lecture said this afternoon, the most funky and inspiring lecturer I have ever had, "Choose the things you are best at. You'll be shining there"

Again, it's an I-am-too-coward-to-break-the-wall-alone-because-not-many-people-can-understand. Well, I wish I could be brave to be everything that I want --> I want to live my life to the fullest. I want people around me accept me no matter how different I am. And really thanks for those who already support me, be my friends, who think I'm unique, smart, beautiful, cute, and so other good things =D I'm blessed <3

ps.
At this age, you're questioning this. Poor you, Momo.